well my life has been so up and down these past 2 weeks. i just got bac from michigan, i was on vacation ther. my whole family pretty much lives ther and it was fun but then i didnt get along with my cousins like i used to. idk some days were fun but then other days they were all doin stuff tht i dont like so i felt like an outcast with my own family! but its always like im super happy in the morning then at night im super depressed and the thing that made me the most depressed was that the girl that i love came to visit. well i guess i got to tell u that from the beggining. its kinda a long story so here i go.

thers this girl here name is laura and i love her so much. shes broken my heart 2ce then she moved to california all the way across the country and i havnt seen her in over a year but i still love her. idk y shes just amazing. we went out 2ce but everytime she broke up with me in like a few days after we started goin out and she never gav me a strait answer for why she broke up with me. but the worst part is the 2nd time we were goin out she told me she loved me and i told her i loved her too and then the next day she broke up with me......

so ya she was visiting from cali to see everyone and i would've seen her but instead i was in michigan and she went bac to cali yesturday. and ppl told me that shes probly not comming bac again next year, so i might never see her again =,(

shit now im depressed..... i miss laura........