well my life has been so up and down these past 2 weeks. i just got bac from michigan, i was on vacation ther. my whole family pretty much lives ther and it was fun but then i didnt get along with my cousins like i used to. idk some days were fun but then other days they were all doin stuff tht i dont like so i felt like an outcast with my own family! but its always like im super happy in the morning then at night im super depressed and the thing that made me the most depressed was that the girl that i love came to visit. well i guess i got to tell u that from the beggining. its kinda a long story so here i go.
thers this girl here name is laura and i love her so much. shes broken my heart 2ce then she moved to california all the way across the country and i havnt seen her in over a year but i still love her. idk y shes just amazing. we went out 2ce but everytime she broke up with me in like a few days after we started goin out and she never gav me a strait answer for why she broke up with me. but the worst part is the 2nd time we were goin out she told me she loved me and i told her i loved her too and then the next day she broke up with me......
so ya she was visiting from cali to see everyone and i would've seen her but instead i was in michigan and she went bac to cali yesturday. and ppl told me that shes probly not comming bac again next year, so i might never see her again =,(
shit now im depressed..... i miss laura........
well today my rents came up to me when i was watchin tv and they were all like "will turn off the tv we need to talk to u" it felt like an intervention. i didnt no wat they were gonna talk about. it could be anythin! when all of a sudden they were like we want u to see a nutritionist and i was sooooo confused. tht was the last thing i thought they would say. im like super skinny and i guess my rents think im anerexic or somthin. i rly dont no y im so skinny i eat so much. i eat 24/7 and i never eat healthy food its all junk food but somhow im skinny as hell! most ppl probly think im lucky but its rly not tht awesome to be so skinny ur parents think ur anerexic. i told em i dont need a nutritionist but they still think i do. im not sure if im gonna hav to see one. if i do its gonne be so weird. they'll be like "so tell me wat d u eat" and ill be like "pizza, chips, oreo's, cookies, candy, and ice cream mostly" then they'll be like rly and fruit, "no" and vegies, "no", any healty food, "no"
i havnt blogged in a while no reason really, its just tht nothin has happened that is worth blogging about. i dont even know why im makin this blog i guess just so everyone knows im alive....... why is my life so boring........i need to get some new hobbies or somthin...
wait time out! i just relized today tht my blog doesnt hav the vote button thing on it! i want a vote button! is it just tht i cant see it cuz its my blog and i cant vote for my own or do i hav to do somthin to get it on my blog? somone plz tell me if u know cuz i want the little vote button so i can get one of my blog posts on top blogs but i probly wont....
well today sucked.... i just got back from the ER. i got tons of stiches on my leg and face cuz i wanted to see if it hurt if i jumped out of a moving vehicle, so i told my older brother to drive his car just around our neighborhood at like 15 mph but i think he went like 30 mph instead. then i opened the door and jumped out and i rolled really far. it hurt right when i hit the ground cuz i hit my head on the ground but then i kept rolling into somones mailbox and it was METAL!! my leg slammed right into it and i had to get like 30 stiches on my leg and like 5 on my face from the fall out of the car. so just a lesson for everyone out ther dont jump out of moving vehicles unless ur bein kidnapped and its the only way to survive. im pretty pissed tho now cuz my leg kills and i feel numb all over cuz they gav me to many pain meds at the ER and i think i lost too much blood, so i cant do anythin fun for like a month and i just got out of school!!!
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